Let Go of Everything But God Howard Thurman
I must let go. For so long I have held to the habit of holding on. Even my muscles Are tense; deeply fearful are they Of relaxing lest they fall away from their place. I cling clutchingly to my friends Lest I lose them. I live under the shadow of being supplanted by another. I cling to my money, not so much By a wise economy and a thoughtful spending But by a sense of possession that makes me depend upon it for strength. I must let go-- Deep at the core of me I must have a sense of freedom - A sure awareness of detachment - of relaxation. I must let go of everything. I must let go of pride. But-- What am I saying? Is there not a sense of pride That supports and sustains all achievement, Even the essential dignity of my own personality? It may be that I must let go My dependence upon triumphing over my fellows, which seems To give me a sense of security in their midst. I cringe from my pain; I do not relish The struggle of life but I do not want to let go Because the hurt and the tension of contest feed The springs of my pride. They make me deeply aware. But I must let go of everything. I must let go of everything but God. But God--May it not be That God is in all the things to which I cling? That may be the hidden reason for my clinging. It is all very puzzling indeed. When I say "I must let go of everything but God" What is my meaning? I must relax my hold on everything that dulls my sense of Him, That comes between me and the inner awareness of His Presence Pervading my life and glorifying All the common ways with wonderful wonder. "Teach me, O God, how to free myself of dearest possessions, So that in my trust I shall find restored to me All I need to walk in Thy path and to fulfill Thy will. Let me know Thee for myself that I may not be satisfied With aught that is less."
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