Saturday, July 28, 2012

In Need of a Transfusion


In Need of a Transfusion

Madeleine L'Engle


It is only when we know ourselves wounded, know that we have lost blood, that we are aware that we need a transfusion.... The transfusion is for someone who has experienced the warning wonder of pain, and the acceptance of the loss of blood, either physically or spiritually.

There are days when I go to the altar and I am less aware of my need for a transfusion than I am on other days. That is all right. But I am always aware that I am tapping into the source of a tremendous power of love.

It is not a magic power. As far as I am concerned the experts can worry about words such as transubstantiation. When you need a blood transfusion you don't worry about things like that. The transfusion of love is not always a comfortable one, because such love may push me into letting go some cozy ideas, push me into a new way of looking at God, and therefore at myself.

What am I looking for? Sometimes God opens my eyes so that I see something totally unexpected, something which may cause pain and loss. And then I need to be transfused. This is always a reminder that God loves us, just as we are. We don't have to perfect ourselves by adherence to the letter of the law....

Jesus was not shocked by the woman who was ritually unclean, or the man who collected taxes for the Romans, or even the woman taken in adultery. But he was shocked and grieved by hardness of heart. We are blessed, indeed, to be able to feel pain, our body's warning system that something is wrong, and that we need help.

Source: A Stone for a Pillow

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